the hours I need

THIS IS FOR NESSA....I know you wanna kiss it!!! :P




SO this week has been...long to say the least i feel like it should freakin next week already..haha I have spent the week somewhat preparing for a presentation that I was gonna give at the command of the professor....it looks like ill be doing it monday for sure. Ive been kinda anxious about that because I never knew when I would be doing it till today after class. And I thank God for it. I dont feel very prepared to give a good presentation about Social Dance.....oo la la

Eek.....i have some allergies right now. I think there is a fire soemwhere. as in like wildfire cuz I ave been smelling it sine my drive home from school tonight.....i dont think ill be sleeping well again tonight.
so seriously whats wrong with me. the last few nights I have been going to bed at around 10 or 11 and i wake up at 8 30....and I feel so unrested and everyone tells me..even people I dont really know... " are you tired? You look so tired.." I cant remember the last time I woke up from a night of slumber and felt rested and awake....its depressing. I mean I love my sleep and all, probably more than food, but theres a point where Im like If im not going to sleep well I dont want to sleep at all but i feel so tired. Its horrible.

I watched Memoirs of a Geisha today. I forgot how good that movie is. It is just soo aesthetically beautiful... i wish I was japanese. no joke. they are just a beautiful and graceful race to me. watch the movie if you havent. Take notice there is some stuff that isnt so honorable in the movie but it isnt raunghy it just gives enough to tell you whats happening. But honestly thought this movie is lovely cinematically. well thats my lil spiel.

well.. time for bed. hopefully the smokey air wont affect my sleep in a bad way cuz I really dont need that. Maybe my pillow with give me peace tonight

Almost fall

The skies were finally gray and full of clouds that were swelling with rain. I woke up this morning feeling delightful cuz the love was gonna come in a downpour....
I wore a sweater in the house all day, pacing back and forth waiting for the heavens to burst in welcoming tears. It felt like fall was finally here adn life could finally begin!!! Fall and winter are my favorite seasons. I love fall for its chilly winds and introduction to the holiday season and the colors it brings. Winter brings most of the rain and cold for me, giving reason to bundle up like it was the east coast.

But the sky above disappointed me....she did not shower me in her drizzle. She just graced me by appearing but left without a drop.....sigh
she better not disappoint next time....i want a downpour!! love love love the rain!

Update on the schooling
It so happens that classes are somewhat enjoyable from time-to-time. I annoyed one of my professors and a few of my peers by correcting the professor on her ill grammer. Pure satisfaction! :)

Now and then, I reall ymiss my life back at Biola 1) because i felt like I had a life of my own 2) and mostly because of this i miss my friends. Its quite depressing being here alone and not having them here to cheer me on and be there for me. So post is for my friends at biola! Hannah, Bekah, Tessa, Shannon, Jaimee, Jayne, Kellyn, Nicholle, Christine, Katie, Blakeslee, Kelli, Cindy, Kathy, Aubri (whos in oxford) Kerri, Elizabeth, and Ellie.

the worst procrastinator....me

I dont even know if anyone reads this.....
anyways

Its two hours before my Philosophy/Critical Thinking class and I am studying for my very first exam of the semester. Cheeky. I think this is my most difficult class. I honestly thought it was gonna be a piece of pie but it turned out to be more confusing than I had planned. I was hoping to breeze by in ALL of my classes.
I must look the dumbest fool in the class because my first week of class, I did the wrong questions on a section of the HW, which turned out to be the only section she graded. ZERO!

The next assignment, I did the right questions but was just confused on how to answer the questions so I missed half of the questions. FAILED!

This last assignment, when I finally got my book, I had forgotten that because my book is the older addition that the questions would be in a different section of the book than the 9th edition, that i had been using in the library. So I did ALL of the wrong questions. The sweet boy who graded my hw offered to let me redo the entire assignment when we took a break from grading but I declined cause I felt like it was cheating. ZERO!
So, I now that i know which chapter in MY book goes with what in the Other book i know what the heck Im doing. Im so easily confused...ugh and am apparently not so bright.
I hope to make up all of my elementary mistakes on this test. The studying seems to be going well. Im doinf review and am missing hardly any. Just need to make sure I take my time on the questions.

Hopefully I can post some pics form my cousin Brianna's wedding soon. It was so beautiful. I can't seem to find my camera usb cord however.....hmmmmm

Wish me luck on my exam!!